It is something I have been thinking a lot about recently. Whether what I see and feel is the truth or what I am told has some meaning to it. It is a complicated issue that I fear I will not get to know until it is to late. It is under my impression that something beyond me has a over whelming effect on my life and the surroundings I am placed upon. I do not know if I have a destiny that conflicts with self driving path or if all and all I am just another pawn in a game of chess.
I have to say though, from august this year I have been taught a great deal about things I am still to this day 4-5 months later, naive to. I have a great feeling to a certain path that many deny and may hold it to a flame with out consideration. I understand though that opening yourself to something does not always come right away, it takes time, and as a impatient child that I still am I would want it now. I talk as if I have seen some truth, but I still question and deny it in the same light. I do have a guide through this moment in my life that I will not let go of, I shall use this guide to my full extent and hope that with sharing my experiences, triumphs and tribulations a underlining sensation will not only come clear but change/or confirm my destination.
It is to be seen with the passing days, months and years, But in total I must never give up what brings peace to my ever going life.
